For some strange reason I'm feeling pretty shity.. I don't know what the hell is going on with me... the wearest thing is that there is no emotion in me, I just feel nothing inside me and thats totally freaking me out. It's been like a week I've been feeling like this, anf the only conclution I can get is that it's got to be because I'm back home. There's something dark here and I'm dooming myself in this dark feeling. I don't like to feel like this 'cause I don't like feeling weak I don't like to feel like I need someone else to confort me 'cause that's just not who I am. I hope I'd end as quikly as it can 'cause if not I'm gonna die of weakness...
