My Life

I just found the blog again and realized I haven't written anything in a long while...

So, I'm still struggling with collage. It's been almost 5 years and I still can't finish it, or decide if I want to. I love the career but I can't sit down and study for exams. On the plus side, I got a job as a cashier in a shop, but I'm trying to find a place cheaper to live so my mom won't feel obligated to support me. I really think my life is here, or at least for now, I do plan on travelling the world. 

On other things, I'm finally dating a guy for real. I feel so weird but the good kind. It's all new to me so I don't know who to act, for one, I can't tell my Mom because we are fighting right now and she doesn't want me to be with him (she thinks he's an idiot and at some level so do I, but I want to be stupid for a while). And the stupidest thing is that I work with him, and I know that's a huge mistake but I just couldn't. He makes me feel good and young and alive. I think even if we don't last, I need to do this so I can mature and feel like I'm living my life and not just going through the motion.

So that's what's been going on... well not everything, but that's what I will write for now...