3.21.2012

The Hidden World


Chapter 2: Family Issues


“Hum. Thanks! That’s… hum… nice of you” I couldn’t form a single coherent sentence. I was so mesmerize by this gorgeous boy that my mind was slow. I stood there like an idiot starring at him like he was a vision.
“So, are you planning to tell me your name some time?” He asked with a playful smile.
Go on stupid, answer him. I order myself when my mouth refused to speak. “Oh! Right. Let’s see… ” What was my name? I knew it started with a C… Or maybe… I tried to look away from this vision of a boy to clear my head and save some dignity, if I had any at this point. “My name is Clarissa Fray, but everyone call me Clary”
“Very nice to meet you Clarissa” He said this with a tone that made me feel nervous, but I couldn’t tell what was so bad about it. “So, shall we go to class?” He started walking, not checking if I was following him. Maybe it was because he knew I would follow, even if he didn’t tell me to.
“What’s your first class?” He asked me. It seem to me I spend an eternity to look at my schedule, trying to decipher the words in order to understand what was written in it
“Humm…” I was starting to hate that word, or maybe it just annoyed me that I’ve used it too many times already. “Literature 1 in classroom 7” I answer at last. At least you didn’t use the hum again. I thought reproaching myself.
“Great!” Said Jace, distracting me from my thoughts. “That’s my class too!” He seemed really excited by this, like he was hoping to be with me more time and just had his wish granted.
It turned out we had the same classes, so he sat by me all day. At lunch he introduced me to his brother Alec. He was the complete opposite of Jace, his hair was dark instead of gold and his eyes were blue, but he seems to have a hidden force he didn’t like to share.  I meant to ask Jace why they were so different, but I didn’t want to seem rude or something.
After school, Jace offered to walk me home and, since I didn’t want to go by bus (It was so depressing) I accepted.
“So,” Jace said after a while. “Tell me, how did you end up here?”
“Well, my mother likes to move out a lot, so every few years we move to a new city.” I answer, hopping he wouldn’t notice I didn’t like it much.
“That sounds like fun!” He smiled at me, and I knew he had noticed.
“Actually, it’s not. I have already been in five different schools and I’m not even a senior. Plus, I’m too shy to talk to anyone, so when I actually start to talk to someone, we are moving out again. It’s difficult to have friend with this kind of life.”
“Wow! Don’t take it on me, girl!” He said sarcastically. “So what does your father say about it?”
“Hum…” We had reached a topic I didn’t like to talk about. “My father is dead, actually… So…” I didn’t know what else to say. It didn’t seem like there was something to say, really.
“What happened to him?” Jace seemed truly sorry about my lost, but for some reason he was reluctant to say the actual words, or at least that’s the impression I got.
“Car accident. I wasn’t even born, yet.” I didn’t want to give him too many details, in hopes he’d drop the subject.
“I understand how you feel.” He said with some seriousness in his voice. “My father’s dead too. He was murdered. I was nine.”
“Oh Jace, I’m so sorry” I didn’t knew what else to say.
“Don’t be” He said lightly. “I’m ok now.” He said it in a tone that made me think he was done talking about it, so I said the first thing that came in my mind to change the topic.
“So, is that why Alec and you look so different?” As soon as it was out of my mouth, I regretted having said it.
Jace looked surprise, perhaps because he didn’t expect me to realize about the differences quit this soon, or ask him about it so suddenly.
“So you realized. Yes, that’s the reason precisely. More to it, Alec is not my real brother. After my father was killed, his parents adopted me into their home and we became very close. He’s the only friend I had.” He was thoughtful for a moment after adding “Well, asides from Isabelle. She’s Alec’s sister.” He explained.
“So, they are the only friends you’ve got? Don’t you have friends at school?” I was surprised, I thought he’d be like the super popular guy, but then, when we were at school, it was as if people were afraid of him, well, boys mostly. The girls stared at him drooling.
“To tell you the truth, I don’t want to have other friends. I’m happy with just Alec and Izzy.” I couldn’t understand that, but, if I was honest, I didn’t like the attention that much, so I guess I understand him.
We were at my house now. “This is where I live” I said shyly. “Guess I’ll see you tomorrow”
I expected him to say goodbye and live. Instead he kissed me in the cheek and said “Already looking forward to see you tomorrow Clary” And then he turn and started walking the way we’ve come, leaving me starring after him, stunned by what he’d done.

3.18.2012

The Hidden World


So here's a new Fic! This one is long. Hope you like it!



Chapter 1: New Place, Knew Life

Last year, my mother decided she couldn’t live in Portland anymore, so she started to think where we were to move. She thought of many potential cities she’d like to live in and, in the end, she seemed to think Brooklyn was the best choice.
It took six months to find a flat and finally get settle. My mom was so excited about the whole thing that I didn’t dare to spoil her mood. To be completely honest, I hated moving out. I hated that we’ve moved like a thousand times already! And it was all because my mother liked meeting new people and seeing other places. She would always say “I’d love to get to know the whole world, so I have to start somewhere…”
So that’s why I am now sitting in my new bedroom, looking at my wardrobe, trying to decide what to wear for my first day of school. The only good thing about this is that my mother always waits until the school year ends to move, so I never have to catch up with classes in the middle of the semester. All in all, I still have to make an effort to fit in with my classmates, and that’s the real worst part of this whole thing: having to meet new people. And not just because I didn’t like people, the thing is that I’m extremely shy so it makes things difficult.
After what seems an eternity, I decided to wear my favorite T-shirt (which has a pair of glasses and a lightening) and some jeans. It’s still summer so I won’t need a jacket. Having settled that, I went to bed. It was an awful night! I turned round in bed most of the night and had nightmares in which I would be running because everyone hated me at school. Due to this I woke up earlier than necessary. It seemed pointless to stay in bed so I got ready for school.
As my mother didn’t own a car, I got to go to school by bus (I’d walk, but it was too long a walk) I sat at the end of the bus by the window and looked out all the way to school, preparing myself for a tedious day.
When I got to school, I went to the reception to get my schedule and a map of the building.
“Hi, I’m Clarissa Fray. I’m a new student” I said to the receptionist.
“Oh, yes” She said nicely “I’ve got your papers right here, just wait a minute” She search something on her computer and the printer started to print my schedule. She gave them to me and I looked at them, noting that the map was missing.
“Excuse me but, could you give me a map to get to my classes?” I asked her.
“Sorry dear, but I don’t have any. You’ll have to ask others students to help you out”
Great, just what I needed. “It’s ok. Thanks” I smiled at the receptionist and turn to the door. I haven’t seen him get in, but there he was, the most beautiful boy I’ve ever met in my life. He was tall, muscular, blond and had perfect amber eyes.
He looked at me and said “Do you need help? I’m Jace Lightwood by the way”